A nice guitar riff to start this song off by Throwing Muses.
The band was formed in 1981 by step-sisters Kristin Hersh (vocals/guitar) and Tanya Donelly (guitar/vocals), who were both at high school at the time. Initially called Kristin Hersh And The Muses, the line-up was completed by bassist Leslie Langstons and drummer David Narcizo.
They lived close to Providence, Boston and New York and so they could play a club quite often in both places. They had a lot of colleges and some local newspapers, magazines, and radio stations to promote them.
They were the first American band signed to the British 4AD label. An eclectic blend of jerky guitar pop and songwriter Kristin Hersh’s eccentric vocals, the early work by Throwing Muses was quite different than their peers. A year later 4AD would sign Pixies based in part on the band’s connection to Throwing Muses, and by the mid-1990s much of the label’s roster was made up of American bands.
This song was on their self-titled album Throwing Muses in 1986. The song was written by guitar player and singer Kristin Hersh. She wrote every song on the album except one.
Their latest album Sun Racket was released on Fire Records on September 4, 2020.
Kristin Hersh: “We didn’t mean to ever be strange. I guess we were because everybody says we were,” “It’s almost like speaking your own language. I find we kept people out of our world by doing that.”
Hate My Way
I could be a smack freak
And hate society
I could hate God
And blame Dad
I might be in a Holocaust
Hate Hitler
Might not have a child
And hate school
I could be a sad lover
And hate death
I could be a neuro
And hate sweat
No
I hate my way
I make you in to a song
I can’t rise above the church
I’m caught in a jungle
Vines tangle my hands
I’m always so hot and it’s hot in here
I say it’s all right
My pillow screams too
But so does my kitchen
And water
And my shoes
And the road
I have a gun in my head
I’m invisible
I can’t find the ice
A slug
I’m TV
I hate
A boy, he was tangled in his bike forever
A girl was missing two fingers
Gerry Ann was confused
Mr. Huberty
Had a gun in his head
So I sit up late in the morning
And ask myself again
How do they kill children?
And why do I wanna die?
They can no longer move
I can no longer be still
I hate
My way
Very enjoyable music Max.
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the singer sounds a bit like Susanna Hoffs which is a good thing. Song doesn’t really do it for me though, but it sounds ahead of its time. It might have done well five or six years later.
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Personally I like the opening guitar riff….it has a dangerous feel to it.
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True that Dave about it sounding like Hoffs, maybe after a bender! lol Not a bad track.
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LOL…I like that guitar riff.
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I realize my comments start sounding like a broken record – pretty good tune by a band I had not heard of.
And, btw, I had the same initial reaction Dave had – the lead vocals did remind me a bit of Susanna Hoffs. In part that could be because I coincidentally caught her July 4 performance on CNN last night.
I guess I’m largely ignorant when it comes to the “underground scene” – and, yes, this also applies to some other music genres. So thanks for continuing to educate me! 🙂
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Some of these bands are new to me also Christian…it’s nice seeing people who recognize them and say “hey” I remember them…and some like The Replacements I hope people start liking…them I knew.
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I recognize the name, and feel I should know their music, but neither this song or others I pulled up on YouTube ring any bells. Agree – I really like the opening guitar riff and like the lead singer vocals – a bit of an edge to them. Where Hersh and Donelly in any other bands as I feel that their names are familiar as well.?
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I think Donelly helped form the Breeders with the Pixie’s lead singer.
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Yup – was just looking that up myself and thought it is the Breeders and then saw your comment!
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Is it an answer song to Psychedelic Furs Love My Way?
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She said it was inspired by some guy at a church that was radical…but you have to wonder.
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I figured the title was probably inspired by the P.Furs song too though the song doesn’t have much in common
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I’ve heard of them but, never heard any of their songs.
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Great band. Hersh is a great songwriter, too.
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She is a great writer…it’s taken people time to catch up with her.
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Interesting song. Though the music contains elements of indie alternative rock and even bit of punk, the lyrics are decidedly grunge-like, addressing darker topics like death, depravity and mental illness.
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She was ahead of her time a little in songwriting. You are right…it encompasses all three.
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